Sometimes I read/think/hear/see my own name and feel incredibly distant from myself all of a sudden, like when you are talking to someone and turn around to realise they aren't there, and have not been for several minutes/sentences/confessions. Or like when you have rested your hand on your leg in the same place for a long time and forget it is there, to look down at it, see it, not feel it, and freak out a little on the inside. Like when you are holding up your weight by a rope and someone swiftly chops it with a cheese knife. Like when you forget the reality of your own existence.

Sometimes I think too much.